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Light of my paradise
enlighten up my way
tell me I can stay
I'm heading for the ocean
but only see dark
I'm afraid of stepping wrong
into the mouth of a shark
Courage lead me
out of this dejected world
courage lead me
toward the bright pearl
بقايا ليل في صمت النهار !!
بقايا جرح في ذكرى الزمان !!
بقايا بسمة مجروحة ؟!
بقايا دمعة مخنوقة ؟!
بقايا صورة مدفونة ؟!
بقايا إنسان ،،، و صـدى ذكريات ؟!
بقايا صمت .. و دموع .. و أشجان !!
بقايا .. صرخة في وسط الظلام !!!
بقايا .. جفا و هجران !!
بقايا .. ذل و هوان !!
بقايا .. هزيمة و أحزان !!
بقايا إنسان ،،، و صـدى ذكريات ؟!
ضاعت الأماني و الأحلام ؟!
ضاعت وعود السلام ؟!
و ابتدى خوف الأمان ؟؟
و قصة كان .. يا ما كان ؟!
كان الحب .. و أحلى قصة غرام ..
كان الشوق يسكن الوجدان ..
كانت اللهفة تسابق حلو الأيام ..
كانت الروح للروح توأمان ..
و فجأة !! تحولت الآمال آلام ..
و ظلت قصة الحب كان .. يا ما كان ؟!
بقايا إنسان ،،، و صـدى ذكريات ؟!
بقايا لوحة مرسومة !!
للألم فيها ألف صورة !!
تحكي معاناة الحرمان !!
تحكي قصة الخذلان !!
تحكي واقع المأساة ؟؟
بدر و غاب نوره ؟؟
و تاه الحب في ظلمة بحوره ؟؟
ما باقي إلا ملامح و تكتمل الصورة ؟!
عين تنزف دمعة مقهورة ،،
و قلب في الحشا زادت جروحه ،،
و جسم ذابل من الغدر و طعونه ،،
يا ترى وش باقي من نصف إنسان ؟؟!!!
إلا صـدى ذكريات
Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.
Every time you kill me,
I am born again.
Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.
And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.
Every time you look at me
my back is facing you,
And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.
Every time I join your game,
You're not playing fair,
And every time I really love you,
I pretend that I don't care.
I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.
Sometimes I can see myself running.
But what am I running from?
I'm running from life.
It's impossible to get away.
Sometimes I wish I could just close my eyes,
And then things would be different.
I just want to be somebody.
I don't know if I can, but I'll try.
I've messed up in my life more then once.
But at least I'm still alive.
But do I want to be?
Yes . . . I do.
People mess up all the time.
It's no reason to just run away.
If you do, your problems will wait for you.
You just gotta move on.
You have to except what you've done.
Just can't sit and feel sorry for yourself.
Life's not that bad.
It's what you make it out to be.
There will be good and bad times.
Sometimes more bad then good.
Either way it's life.
I would never want to change my life.
Even though I've messed up in the past.
I think it made me a stronger person.
So instead of running,
I'll stay and take life as it is!
